yes... one word dissatisfied. I am pretty disappointed in myself, in addition to my results, there is my looks, the way I interact with people. Too much has happened for me to reinforce this feeling I have. And yes I do suffer from a bit of inferiority complex as well. I can't help but feel that almost all my girlfriends are prettier than me. It is also the main reason why I am still single and evergreen. I know looks are not everything, but that is what matters and it is damn freaking obvious that it is super important. Whenever I look around its always the pretty girls that are getting attached and liked, and the guys around me always end up liking my best friend. Life is getting too predictable. Well today is already the last day of 2011 and all I feel is crap, loneliness, and B O R E D. Maybe I should just dig a hole and stick my head inside -.- So who will really appreciate me for who I am? For most part of my life I was never the main lead which makes me totally unimportant and insignificant. Basically I am pretty sick of trying and hoping. May 2012 be better.