Wednesday, November 24, 2010

hmm 200th post!!! amazinglyyy and yeppp after all the resting and slacking around its like i really dunno what to do already... its like my life is super empty??? there is one obvious reason why but yeaaa there's nothing i can do about it right??sometimes i will really think and wonder about lots and lots of things and its just sooooo frustrating i guess? cause you can't really control and do something about it X(
so i found out something about myself, its really quite weird. I think i am abit "sadistic" in the sense that i seem to like to wallow in self pity??? maybe that totally explains my inferiority complex but yeaaa i like to empathise and feel sorry for myself and its quite stupid when i actually purposely seem to want to make myself feel sad and stuff... i seem like a nutcase seriously but i guess thats something that can happen to someone right? oh wells i dun really know... but most of the time i do feel pretty lonely and stuff X// not so good a feeling at all!
*[[No time for Love <3]]*
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