What you sacrifice may not be as bad as wat someone else has to sacrifice;
Every sacrifice you make may make the life of others better;
Thus, fret not, because everything has its merits and demerits.
WEEEE in terminal 3 airport now XD gonna fly soon already X/ oh wells its 2.54 am neway okie CIAOZ!!!!!!
OH MY....... ever since phile my life has been pretty much boring well at least ytd after training, me bee and joa slacked away and had abit of fun, but everything is painfully sian... and i dun feel like starting on holiday assignments yet? o0 wells i wanna WORK!!! yea to earn money for my ever multiplying desires! ok yea i must try to find sth to do today!!!! X/
hmm wahahahaha had my 3rd perf this year tuo1 wy de4 fu2 haha she always have this kinda "lobang" and i totally got to perform, SOOOOOOO LOVE U LOTSSSSSSS!!!!! AND U ARE SUPER PRO LA!!!!!!!!!!! haha she totally learnt how to play my song in 1 day. ok today is actually quite fun all in all. DXO is not a bad place a all, the atmosphere is quite nice X) i can't wait to the day when i can actually go club o0 (aft As ?) SO the point is, everyone looked so pretty lahhh!!! so there wasn't much worries about being overdressed haha
For the performance, actually it wasn't that zzzzz even though it was not that good either, oh wellssss i only started memorising the lyrics today so its actually not too bad already? hmm i dun wanna know how i looked infront of others lol. hopefully it turned out alright haha...but fortunately, no one really remembers too lol
After the event, we wanted to go and have dinner but the guys were super uncooperative la! so in the end we just heck abt them.(and elf seriously wasted all my effort, time, saliva, and voice zzz) Luckily we still had a good camwhoring session and average dinner bah XD
SO THE THING IS, THANKS APOLLO FAC COM FOR ALL THE HARD WORK!!!! XD

weeee so today is one nice slack day in town! met with kel and cx for a very very very short while X/ but nevertheless, today is quite an enjoyable and fun day bah, totally like jian3 dao4 bao3. i saw stuff that i wanted to buy too, but too bad, i dun tink i have alot of money to spare zzz. perhaps i shld get a holiday job soon? o0
well so me and joa went to forever 21 and i found this very very pretty ring (muahahaha) for quite a cheap and reasonable price, totally worth it!!! then we practically just went to eat and drink. We went to drink and joa's bosses are super duper nice people lah!!! frankly speaking, i didn't really want to go cause the things there are ex, but with staff discount it shld be ok bah. After sitting there for a good 1 hr, her boss actually came and gave us stuff( if i am not wrong) and lots of small ice cream tubs!!! omg we were quite paiseh lah cause the stuff there aren't very cheap too. wellls so thanks to joa and bosses its really very nan2 de2 that i got to get all those stuff. so THANKS LOTSSS!!! <3<3<3
haissssssss i have officially lost my 1 mth old phone zzzzzzz #@&%^)$*@%@$(& dun even know how it happened but i've already done watever i could -.- but its really damn suay cause i was just using it and 30 mins later it is gone...... and its not even that i left it somewhere apparently it dropped out of my pocket somewhere so FRUSTRATING!!!! but there's nth i can do about it le =.=
OMG!!!! i am super pissed!!!! i know i am in the wrong but does it mean that u can just vent all your frustrations at me when u didn't even showed us how you actually felt. u could have let me know and i will understand and did sth about it rite??? and why do u always have to show your attitude towards others? its not that others dun have any feeling ok? i nvr show it cause i dun wanna hurt another person. well and in the end after all the apologies u still gave me your lousy attitude. freaking hell. what is this???
ok so during the holidays i went out with my friends and sth irritating and weird always happens. whenever i walk into some shop with those security systems it will always beep and its damn scary and embarassing cause it will seem like i stole sth from the shop -.- but neway it happened on so many occasions,
class gathering with 71 me and cx went into the nike shop and it sounded 

zzzzz i dunno what to say but my life has been quite depressing X/ I AM SO FREAKING DEAD!!!!!! been failing everything i took HA-HA... its quite pathetic actually -.- but apparently i take damn long to understand or do sth which actually requires much less effort by other people. I NEEDA FOCUS!!!!!! oh god.
so neway this week, besides finding out howbadly i did for evrything(not that i dun already know this), i actually made time to go watch a movie(17agin) and also go for BEN AND JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY!
well i have nvr bought ben and jerry's icecream before and seriously the choc fudge brownie was the best X))) i like the thick and chocolatey taste of it lala and yep ended up reaching home quite late -.- then on wed was the wushu dinner... hmm i guess eating at sakura wasn't that bad a choice o0 the sashimi were NICE XD and then we sorta celebrated dy and hf and a junior's bday.
Hmm it was quite sad that jasmine wasn't there cause i believe she whld have done a better job at facilitating and stuff. sz and i were quite hopeless at it but fortunately evrything turned out ok.It was rather fun to actually collaborate with sz and plan it haha but oh wells i seriously think i can just become the welfare person already X)
Apparently when we were going home sth unpleasant sorta happened agin oh wells.. what can i say, sometimes we shld not tink too much and make a mountain out of a molehill >< i shall not comment too much bout this but yea i tink it'll be the best to just let nature take its course bah XD so anyways i tink wushu has been rather interesting for me but i do think it'll be damn fun if we have an outing X))) (hmm as suggested by joanna, night cycling XD)
hmmm... hopefully evrything will turn out fine....
Bel<3