Chris.bel/Potatopotty
16/6/92
NYWS
NYGH 406'08
Lime magazine
Adobe photoshop CS2
hmm wahahahaha had my 3rd perf this year tuo1 wy de4 fu2 haha she always have this kinda "lobang" and i totally got to perform, SOOOOOOO LOVE U LOTSSSSSSS!!!!! AND U ARE SUPER PRO LA!!!!!!!!!!! haha she totally learnt how to play my song in 1 day. ok today is actually quite fun all in all. DXO is not a bad place a all, the atmosphere is quite nice X) i can't wait to the day when i can actually go club o0 (aft As ?) SO the point is, everyone looked so pretty lahhh!!! so there wasn't much worries about being overdressed haha
For the performance, actually it wasn't that zzzzz even though it was not that good either, oh wellssss i only started memorising the lyrics today so its actually not too bad already? hmm i dun wanna know how i looked infront of others lol. hopefully it turned out alright haha...but fortunately, no one really remembers too lol
After the event, we wanted to go and have dinner but the guys were super uncooperative la! so in the end we just heck abt them.(and elf seriously wasted all my effort, time, saliva, and voice zzz) Luckily we still had a good camwhoring session and average dinner bah XD
SO THE THING IS, THANKS APOLLO FAC COM FOR ALL THE HARD WORK!!!! XD
|10:16 PM|
weeee so today is one nice slack day in town! met with kel and cx for a very very very short while X/ but nevertheless, today is quite an enjoyable and fun day bah, totally like jian3 dao4 bao3. i saw stuff that i wanted to buy too, but too bad, i dun tink i have alot of money to spare zzz. perhaps i shld get a holiday job soon? o0
well so me and joa went to forever 21 and i found this very very pretty ring (muahahaha) for quite a cheap and reasonable price, totally worth it!!! then we practically just went to eat and drink. We went to drink and joa's bosses are super duper nice people lah!!! frankly speaking, i didn't really want to go cause the things there are ex, but with staff discount it shld be ok bah. After sitting there for a good 1 hr, her boss actually came and gave us stuff( if i am not wrong) and lots of small ice cream tubs!!! omg we were quite paiseh lah cause the stuff there aren't very cheap too. wellls so thanks to joa and bosses its really very nan2 de2 that i got to get all those stuff. so THANKS LOTSSS!!! <3<3<3
|7:25 PM|
haissssssss i have officially lost my 1 mth old phone zzzzzzz #@&%^)$*@%@$(& dun even know how it happened but i've already done watever i could -.- but its really damn suay cause i was just using it and 30 mins later it is gone...... and its not even that i left it somewhere apparently it dropped out of my pocket somewhere so FRUSTRATING!!!! but there's nth i can do about it le =.=
|7:56 PM|
OMG!!!! i am super pissed!!!! i know i am in the wrong but does it mean that u can just vent all your frustrations at me when u didn't even showed us how you actually felt. u could have let me know and i will understand and did sth about it rite??? and why do u always have to show your attitude towards others? its not that others dun have any feeling ok? i nvr show it cause i dun wanna hurt another person. well and in the end after all the apologies u still gave me your lousy attitude. freaking hell. what is this???
|10:05 PM|
Hmm today, oh wait, ytd was my bro's birthday and we were celebrating at a function room at bottle tree park actually i dun really have any purpose in posting haha just that i wanna put these random photos that i photoshopped lol
MORE!!!
personally i like this the most XD
thats the end~!
|1:31 AM|
ok so during the holidays i went out with my friends and sth irritating and weird always happens. whenever i walk into some shop with those security systems it will always beep and its damn scary and embarassing cause it will seem like i stole sth from the shop -.- but neway it happened on so many occasions, 
class gathering with 71 me and cx went into the nike shop and it sounded 
Then when i was with joa shopping it also happened
|6:07 PM|
zzzzz i dunno what to say but my life has been quite depressing X/ I AM SO FREAKING DEAD!!!!!! been failing everything i took HA-HA... its quite pathetic actually -.- but apparently i take damn long to understand or do sth which actually requires much less effort by other people. I NEEDA FOCUS!!!!!! oh god.
so neway this week, besides finding out howbadly i did for evrything(not that i dun already know this), i actually made time to go watch a movie(17agin) and also go for BEN AND JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY!
well i have nvr bought ben and jerry's icecream before and seriously the choc fudge brownie was the best X))) i like the thick and chocolatey taste of it lala and yep ended up reaching home quite late -.- then on wed was the wushu dinner... hmm i guess eating at sakura wasn't that bad a choice o0 the sashimi were NICE XD and then we sorta celebrated dy and hf and a junior's bday.
Hmm it was quite sad that jasmine wasn't there cause i believe she whld have done a better job at facilitating and stuff. sz and i were quite hopeless at it but fortunately evrything turned out ok.It was rather fun to actually collaborate with sz and plan it haha but oh wells i seriously think i can just become the welfare person already X)
Apparently when we were going home sth unpleasant sorta happened agin oh wells.. what can i say, sometimes we shld not tink too much and make a mountain out of a molehill >< i shall not comment too much bout this but yea i tink it'll be the best to just let nature take its course bah XD so anyways i tink wushu has been rather interesting for me but i do think it'll be damn fun if we have an outing X))) (hmm as suggested by joanna, night cycling XD)
hmmm... hopefully evrything will turn out fine....
Bel<3
|7:42 PM|
ok ytd i went to watch DCM with kelly and cx, i tink it is a super duper cute nonsensical movie ever and not to mention it is actually quite funny but yea its not suited for children 16 yrs and below X)
So ytd i went to service the phone and the cost was like 101.65 -.-
It was plain crap(cause i realised that i could have just gotten a second hand one) and I was actually running late for the movie cause i was still waiting for my number when the show was supposedly starting.
Then on the way there, i realised sth which was super stupid of me.
I told cx that i was going to call her and get the ticket from her to go in but i realised that i dun have any phone to call her X/ so i started feeling anxious and i wasn't even sure of how to go there... and i actually went to ask a maid on the mrt to lend me her phone but she was afraid i whld run away with it so she refused -.-
But miraculously i managed to reach GV o0
I really didn't know wat to do and went to ask a female ticket holder to lend me her phone but instead she just let me through to take the ticket then i found out that my ticket was left with another guy ticket holder and when i finally settled down,amazingly, i still managed to reach in time cause apparently the movie started quite late o0
yea but despite the traumatic experience -.- i am super duper glad to finally be able to catch the movie and i can't wait to watch other jap movies like HANDSOME SUIT and SUBARU!XD
|2:16 PM|
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wats worse is that i am not really doing that well too zzz
grahh..ok actually i feel deprived sometimes -.- I MISS NY!!!! (the feeling of having a classroom and hanging out with fellow four sixers~~)
so basically life has nvr seemed so hectic and stressful before and i dunno why but i really do hate myself for being clumsy, stupid, etc etc.... (the list goes on...) i guess its the feeling of being just not good enough??? it's been such a long time since i felt like i accomplished something o0 and basically i REALLY have alot of catching up to do..
so anyway... recently i just had my individual competition and seriously after this i really do tink that i am lacking in so many ways o0 i wonder why i even joined back...(but then agin i have nth else to join...)
For my event i got 5th out of 6th but actually i whld have gotten last so actually its quite pathetic... oh wells and then now we still have our group routine left, what can i say?
I tink i will pull everyone down but i can't afford to let it happen because we shld actually aim for the gold medal and i tink there is nth i can do but to work much much harder...
(ps. well this pretty much sums up how rotten i've been feeling... but i really do tink that evrything will eventually become better XD)
|1:43 PM|
SIGH! i seriously think that i need more time... days are zooming by so fast and there are still so much work to do X/ past few weeks have been quite crappy for me lots and lots of different reasons.... but i just can't help feeling that i seem to be super SUPER unlucky X(
i hope everything will turn out much better for me XO....
|12:16 AM|